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I was supposed to meet my father at my grandma's on the Saturday after my birthday. Well, he told her that because I didn't reply to his message, he wasn't coming. My grandmother was harassing me over it. I told her I didn't write back, because it was a simple text, he didn't call, and I was going to meet him anyway, so why reply??? Anyway, don't care, though it was very uncomfortable. They kept going on and on about it. I figure it was because he had something else scheduled, and would rather meet his friends than me. It wasn't the first time. Appearances have always been more important to him than me. He never asked me what I wanted for my birthday, or if I needed help with something, or anything really. I was always someone to be dragged around for his girlfriends and friends, to show off. I never felt that he actually wanted to see me. We haven't seen each other since, and he doesn't say he doesn't want to see me, but it is implied. Not

My neck problems got better, but not perfect. I often have neck pains. I got a neck pillow for work, and always try to make sure to not to strain my neck, or not move it for a long time.  Well, December 21st, 2012 came and went, and the world didn't end. Weird. :D I started doing Zumba in November, and going to Flabelos. I'm determined to get back to 58kg. I first cut back on my food, and then I cut out dinner. Well, not completely cut out, because some evenings I'm just too hungry. At the start of December I caught the flu. It took me two weeks to get a bit better, but my stomach was still feeling bad, and my energy level was terrible. There went my weight loss for a whole month. I only really got better at the start of January. I got back to Zumba and yoga. However, one day I tried to eat really little, and I got really dizzy at Zumba. I ate too little. The weather was nice at that time, until I went for two weeks to mum's at the end of February. The weat