Personal Blog

Last night I was reminded why I hate online dating. I sent out 3 messages based on 3 profiles. Of course, that was hard to begin with. Everyone wants a girl under 65kg. I happen to be 70kg. I have been trying to lose to at least that weight for forever, but it's just not happening. I eat really little. Salads and vegies most of the time. True, I don't really work out, but it just bores me so much. I have to keep my mind occupied. So I sent out my 3 messages. Two came back with "You're probably a nice girl, but..." I think they copied those out from some sort of a manual. I resent that, I'm not nice. I just seem nice. They were probably looking for someone prettier and thinner. The 3rd one sent me back in Japanese, looked up from some silly site "I want to ... into your mouth". I'm just writing it like that so no one gets offended. I won't repeat the Japanese. Why would a guy even look that up, let alone write it to a girl?! I think

I wrote here such a long time ago. So in the wake of my loneliness, I registered on a dating site. I got a few mails, but didn't meet any of them. I even got one "I'll support you in return for sex" mails. I actually thought about it, but that's not what I'm really looking for. Not that I couldn't use some money, but I want marriage and kids. I saw a Japanese show with omiai, and wish they had that here. It would be so nice to have dates like that set up for me. This weekend I'm planing on looking around and sending out some mails myself. I also want to change my description there. So maybe my efforts will pay off. ARASHI has a new song out, Monster. Only a live video of it for now, they say the PV will come out on the 19th. Can't wait, the song is great, dance video, great coreo. I'm thinking about making a Hungarian ARASHI site. There aren't really good ones out there. I finished Bioshock 1. I still liked the 2nd one better, it