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A journal entry devoted to only for my eating habits.  It's now Thursday and I'm getting ready to go to sleep during the day. I've had a really bad week concerning eating. On Monday I went to some job interviews and hardly slept at all. I even bought some Fish menu from McD's because I was hungry. I did walk some, but not nearly enough and of course I couldn't go to dancing. On Tuesday in the morning before sleeping I went and bought pastry stuff. A pizza thing and a sweet thing. Afterwards I only managed to go to sleep at 3pm and kept waking up, thinking that I overslept. So I hardly got a wink.  On Wednesday I ate two slices of pizza at work. Coming home I ate nothing, but read too long and only went to sleep at 10:30am. I did wake up for the alarm, but I was finally sleeping well, so went back to it. No dancing. So this is now Thursday. I ate a bit of soup before going to work. After that I drank a huge cup of tea with sugar at work.   No sw...

I have finally finished my story "The Fur Coat". It's in Hungarian and it's been so long since I wrote anything in Hungarian. I scanned it at work and sent it to mom. She's going to edit it and give an oppinion on some things that I'm questioning. She's also going to type it up. I ate at McDonald's today. That was pretty bad, considering, but I ate a grilled chicken sandwich, some potato and an apple pie, which is my weakness. I also drank half a litre of cappuccino. I actually finished my story there, which is a pretty good place to write. I also ate a cup of ramen at work in the night shift. I did do a pretty good week though. On Friday I just ate a soup and then only hamlet. On Saturday I did have KFC, but that's chicken and a little potato. I did have a lot of coffee with sugar, but a person does need a bit of sugar. I also ate some dates and dried pineapple. I had to stay up through the night to accommodate to the nights shift and I ...

My menstruation is ebbing now, finally. Only hurt a little this morning. I drank my remedy - Martini - and all got better. I ate the rest of my chocolate biscuits this morning and only have some potato sugar left, half of which I also ate. Othewise only water, a bit of coffee and some corn crackers for me. It must still be over 1000 calories. I need to eat around 500 a day for my weight to go down. From next week I'll be able to go dancing and will go 4 times a week as long as I can. I have 15 classes on my ticket, so for 4 weeks - 4*4=16 - so by the time I have the afternoon shift again, I ought to have no classes left on my ticket. However, it'll expire either next week or the week after. Then I'll have to buy a new one again. NOTE: TAKE MONEY TO TEACHER!

One of my colleagues - a gay guy whom I'm friends with - has agreed to move in with me by January 1st. It'll be odd, because he is male and I've never lived with a male before. But I would like to try it. We both have a great love for all things Japanese and always go to party together. I know! We'll have to have a Japanese party some time after he moves in. It's also good that I can continue saving this way. I do need to get a better laptop. Sims 3 is coming in 3 months! I want to save at least 50.000Ft in every month until February, so that would be 150.000Ft, the majority of the laptop. My menstruation isn't so bad today. I did eat a lot of sweets after lunch, but I'm skipping dinner and didn't have breakfast, so it seems to even out. Maybe it was just bad on the first day. At least I hope so. Next week I work the night shift. That's good money, so it's some extra funding towards my laptop. These two weeks in the afternoo...

Xmas is here soon and I decided that I need an album with Japanese Xmas songs. So I'm making searches for the words "Christmas" and "winter" on JPOPASIA. I'm listening to the songs and favoring those that I like. There are some really cookie songs up here. Perhaps it's better if I start gathering the titles here: Silent Love ~Open My Heart~ - Mai Kuraki http://www.jpopasia.com/play/4748/mai-kuraki/silent-loveopen-my-heart-.html Hurry Xmas - L'Arc~en~Ciel http://www.jpopasia.com/play/4636/l-arc-en-ciel/hurry-xmas.html Christmas List - Ayaka Hirahara http://www.jpopasia.com/play/7491/ayaka-hirahara/christmas-list.html First Christmas - K http://www.jpopasia.com/play/7382/k/first-christmas.html 2nd X'mas - Kibou No Uta ~merry Christmas To You~ - Dream http://www.jpopasia.com/play/7656/dream/2nd-x-mas-kibou-no-utamerry-christmas-to-you-.html

It's that time of the month and I feeling nausea, cramps, shivers, heatwaves and all the reat again. I really need to get some medication. I did what my doctor told me and took the painkillers before the actual day. Nothing. Nada. Doesn't work. I took more painkillers, No-Spa, and drank some Martini, just like the doctor said. It did eventually stop, at least for the time being. Still worried about the apartment.

I'm having awful days. I hope my whole week won't be like this as it's only Monday.   My flatmate told me that she'll move out by the new year, so I can try to find a new person to live with. Not easy. I also got told off at work because they claimed that I was rude to customers. I think I was only to the point. But neither really worked at such a place as this before and they have no idea how direct you need to be to have your point come across. Baka. If I was slightly rude, then it was out of frustration as some people are really stupid. And I'm boooored. I'm terribly bored at work. I do have work, but it's so boring, I want to scream. I'd rather be the assistant of a fashion editor who is like the devil than do what I'm doing. I need to get another job. I'm menstruating. Life sucks. I'm hungry, but I need to lose 20kg, so I can't eat, because I won't stop if I start. I also realised I've changed....