Bad days


I'm having awful days. I hope my whole week won't be like this as it's only Monday. :RBangry: My flatmate told me that she'll move out by the new year, so I can try to find a new person to live with. Not easy.


I also got told off at work because they claimed that I was rude to customers. I think I was only to the point. But neither really worked at such a place as this before and they have no idea how direct you need to be to have your point come across. Baka. If I was slightly rude, then it was out of frustration as some people are really stupid. And I'm boooored.

I'm terribly bored at work. I do have work, but it's so boring, I want to scream. I'd rather be the assistant of a fashion editor who is like the devil than do what I'm doing. I need to get another job.

I'm menstruating.

Life sucks.

I'm hungry, but I need to lose 20kg, so I can't eat, because I won't stop if I start.
I also realised I've changed. I used to be the 'nice girl'. The one who smiled at everyone and was always cute and sweet. Nowadays I find that I'm only nice to someone without actually liking them when I want something from them. Otherwise I can be a real bitch. I'm dominating, exacting, demanding.


I should work for someone like Miranda Priestly in "The Devil Wears Prada". We would get on gloriously. Where is a Miranda when I need her?

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